Kafka Wrote About a Bug, I Wrote About You

You had a change of heart
So I changed my clothes
And I changed my flight
Changed my city
Changed my job
and the hours I slept
For a future I could see

All for you…

All for you to change your mind.

So I changed my hair
And I changed the way I see myself
And I changed how often I went out
And how much I talked about you
About us
About what I wanted in life
Because I could not predict the change

And it changed how I thought about love.
About how I thought it was this cinematic story
But the script was changed while filming
And the ending was not what I changed for

Where I don’t know who I am
Who I was
Or who I’m meant be

Because some changes are drastic
Some changes go unnoticed

Some changes hurt

And we can’t change back, never fully.
Because every change leaves a mark

And the only hope I have to hold onto
Is that maybe one day
My relationship with change

Will change.